PassionateChaos

Jacqueline Denise

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Control? by PassionateChaos, literature

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Control?

There is something So satisfying Having that blade In my right pocket The control Of when to cut Where to cut Why I would cut Having that comfort Of blissful release Right at my fingertips Slicing my fingertips When life is spiraling Out of control The blade is a comfort A reminder Of what I can control Holding the key Between sane and insanity And loving Every. Second. Of it.

One Day... by PassionateChaos, literature

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Hidden Message by PassionateChaos, literature

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Hidden Message

If you could see me As I am inside You would worry No, you would cry The lines down my arms You give a second glance See the gashes so deep And my hopeless stance The blood drips off my fingertips Making music on the ground The grim smile as I make another mark The "Drama Queen" as I've been crowned The noose around my neck Waiting to be tied Just one more push Just one more lie I close my eyes and pass away Because I don't want to live today

Love Anthem by PassionateChaos, literature

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Love Anthem

When I'm with you It's like a warm summer rain If I had the flu You'd make it all better I used to be numb My life was pointless Now that sounds dumb Because I'm so happy People make me mad Not you I want to scream so bad But I hold it back, for now Life's a bitch So let's throw the car In the ditch And walk the rest of the way You know what's funny? I love you What would be crummy? If this didn't work out Oh but it will Because I want it to I would kill If bad things happened Good things happen to those who wait So let's wrap it up Put it in a crate And save it for later I wonder what we'd find A shining light So bright I'm blind? I l

Why can't I fly? by PassionateChaos, literature

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Why can't I fly?

The was a butterfly Who couldn't fly Her wings were torn By a plant with thorns Struggle as she might She couldn't take flight Hope had failed, she climbed toward a shoe Unable to fly, what else could she do? The owner of the shoe Did all she could do She picked up the butterfly So sad that she couldn't fly She set her on a flower nearby Because though she couldn't fly She could still survive Maybe even thrive So the owner of the shoe Did all she could do Wished the butterfly luck And walked away

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Control? by PassionateChaos, literature

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Control?

One Day... by PassionateChaos, literature

So Give me Novacaine by PassionateChaos, literature

Hidden Message by PassionateChaos, literature

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Hidden Message

Love Anthem by PassionateChaos, literature

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Love Anthem

Why can't I fly? by PassionateChaos, literature

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Why can't I fly?

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Fake by EvannaVanyaEliska, literature

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Fake

How are you? I am fine, thank you. Stop lying… How was your weekend? It was great, tons of fun! Besides the nights I spent crying…. Are you sure you’re okay? Yeah, of course I am fine. No I’m not I am in so much pain…. Can you imagine being alone? No, that would be horrible!

Black Hole by dramatic101, literature

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Black Hole

You are a nova; Brilliant and beautiful amongst a sea of black. You are a beacon in the night sky, And guide others with you shining light. You are loud and full of passion, And it hurts me To know That I will never be like you again. You are so beautiful, And I am silent, deadly, and dark. For I am a black hole, An old star burning out, And dying without a spark. I make things disappear, Never to be seen again. And if you aren’t careful, I’ll suck you in too So no one can find you And you’ll be mine. Forever. You feel like fire, And hurt like a flame. And I take it all in. The heat of your tongue Scorches my throat

A Rush of Blood, The Way Love Aches by blackdahlia911, literature

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A Rush of Blood, The Way Love Aches

I feel him feeling me and then I feel him letting go, fingertips slip away from my skin, and my ribs are left with a ghost's impression, vertical lines run up and down my thighs and the sun kisses the small of my back, my blood, oh, my blood, it runs red as my sins, my legs break at the synapses but I can feel the moon putting me back together, the darkness pulls me but I am no longer afraid, something tells me I've been here before, fresh meat, no longer fresh, but tender, now I'm flipping through the pages of his mind, but I've found his heart has it's own set of teeth, for he has latched onto me with leechy fangs that fall hard agains

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Fire over Water by PassionateChaos, visual art

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Deviant for 14 years
She / Her

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My Bio

My name is Jacqui, I'm 18 and some things I do are read books, browse art, and meet people. I am bisexual and I also have a wonderful boyfriend. I'm going to school for nursing, which I'm super excited about! I can't wait to get out of this small town and on to bigger and better things. 4 more years. I love to write poetry-as they are my insight to myself, as well as wield a camera at some points. Send me a message if you want to chat!

Favourite Movies

Moulin Rouge, Avatar

Favourite TV Shows

Fullmetal Alchemist, FMA Brotherhood, Secret Life of the American Teenager.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Asking Alexandria, Avenged Sevenfold, Bullet for my Valentine, Evanescence, Halestorm, In This Moment, Killswitch Engage, Rammstein, Seether

Favourite Books

Gone, The Hunger Games, The Host

Favourite Games

Super Mario, Sims 3

Favourite Gaming Platform

Super Nintendo

Tools of the Trade

pen and paper, occasionally camera

Other Interests

Poetry, Reading, Photography

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PassionateChaos

Dec 7, 2014

Down the rabbit hole: <----- Click it, if you dare.

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PassionateChaos

Aug 2, 2013

Hey everyone and sorry!

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Hello everyone! I just want to apologize for my lack of art put up in the past few months.  Things have been pretty busy between working-going to Florida-being with my boyfriend-and life's necessities.  Inspiration hasn't been hitting me lately, but hopefully, once I have time, I can get back in the groove and post some poetry. :)  Thank you all for watching me! -Jacqui

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PassionateChaos

Feb 28, 2013

Excuse me?!

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Caution: Very strongly worded rant. Parental Guidance suggested. EXCUSE ME?! "Let's still be friends." "you know I'll always love you and have a place for you in my heart." blah blah blah blah is all I fucking hear anymore. You do not think about me EVER until I somehow pop up in your life, normally by my doing.  You do not care enough to talk to me, have a conversation with me, or even to check up on how life is going.  Guess what, FUCK OFF CHICKEN BROTH!!!  You can go stick your head even further up you ass and kiss this pretty lady goodbye. I'm done with your bull shit, with you not listening to me, ignoring me, fucking me over, and repla